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If I commit suicide, the main reason is you.
Dad, sorry for this.
But if I commit suicide, the main reason will be you🙂.
You don't know how much I cried because of you. I choked my breath for you but you never loved me. I can't say never but from these past years since I'm understanding the world you never seemed to like me. You used to taunt me and treat me in a terrible manner. I never saw a father treat his daughter of this age like this. But you never seemed to be good with me until it's any worthy to you. I cry all night, and also I can't share this kind of pain with anyone because I don't want anyone to know I have such kinda father while others are princesses to their fathers.
So, this means there is no reduce to this pain and it's getting increased as you hate me more.
You said it yourselves dad. you said that I'm like your enemy and I tried to use this sentence several times when we argue so that you can think over it but, you never did, which says you admitted it.
It's universal truth that father's love their daughters no matter what. But I can't see that in you anymore, all I see is hatred and ego in your eyes for me. You intentionally hurts me dad. Whatever I say, you never considered and even though you agreed you'll take another decision just because it's my advice. And lately I came to notice that you didn't took me close after I cried, instead you dragged me to stop crying and that's the first moment I came to realise I lost the king in you and it continued further. Also today, you said that you don't want me in this house and wanna sent me off🙂.
I'm so fed up by this from years, but I can't share this to anyone , I don't want anyone to see me as such a miserable person and the kind of father I have, because no one ever had this life.
But still, despite of other reasons that makes me sad this is the main reason that makes me choke for death. Because even no one cares it's a fact that family always do care but I think I'm getting hatred instead of it that's the reason I can't abandon this issue.
Although I'm strong enough that all others wishes to be, deep inside I'm so broken by your words.
Dad, I think even my death doesn't concern you.
What kind of hatred is this on a daughter?
But if I commit suicide, the main reason will be you🙂.
You don't know how much I cried because of you. I choked my breath for you but you never loved me. I can't say never but from these past years since I'm understanding the world you never seemed to like me. You used to taunt me and treat me in a terrible manner. I never saw a father treat his daughter of this age like this. But you never seemed to be good with me until it's any worthy to you. I cry all night, and also I can't share this kind of pain with anyone because I don't want anyone to know I have such kinda father while others are princesses to their fathers.
So, this means there is no reduce to this pain and it's getting increased as you hate me more.
You said it yourselves dad. you said that I'm like your enemy and I tried to use this sentence several times when we argue so that you can think over it but, you never did, which says you admitted it.
It's universal truth that father's love their daughters no matter what. But I can't see that in you anymore, all I see is hatred and ego in your eyes for me. You intentionally hurts me dad. Whatever I say, you never considered and even though you agreed you'll take another decision just because it's my advice. And lately I came to notice that you didn't took me close after I cried, instead you dragged me to stop crying and that's the first moment I came to realise I lost the king in you and it continued further. Also today, you said that you don't want me in this house and wanna sent me off🙂.
I'm so fed up by this from years, but I can't share this to anyone , I don't want anyone to see me as such a miserable person and the kind of father I have, because no one ever had this life.
But still, despite of other reasons that makes me sad this is the main reason that makes me choke for death. Because even no one cares it's a fact that family always do care but I think I'm getting hatred instead of it that's the reason I can't abandon this issue.
Although I'm strong enough that all others wishes to be, deep inside I'm so broken by your words.
Dad, I think even my death doesn't concern you.
What kind of hatred is this on a daughter?
