Ramble I can do ..wake up without
Myself...where did you go...everything I need ..everything I see ... distance and the space ..between us and this place .I miss you everyday I need you even more another day trip sipping slipping off today ..falling off the earth ...quench the thirst the hurt the rage. Desperate falling calming futures carve myself from scratch picking at the stitches the glue that keeps the wound the empty sky inside my bed the dirt and rubble where you rest ... Staring into the nothing the moment I open my eyes ... Living in self torment ...never letting go ... Waiting on my turn to die ..
Another open movement towards the static I fill the cracks inside ...slobber hungry fucking fool ... Barking at the noise ...silently living a life of pain by choice .... Giving away my moments stripped starved and teased ...5he voices of mercy I beg for the plea guilty and space bound murdering me.... Arms wide open ... Surrendering.... A life worth living burying me ... A wake up to the nothing ... Murder me more ... Steal take plead break me more .... Self pain. ..self rage ... Self stage ... Self faced... staring back at me ...praying for the Armageddon I can not resist
Ruin myself every moment I am wrong ... I'm so in love with what I've lost ..married to the gone .