You already know this but I will say it again and again:

Hello my name is Hoffnung,
and this is the story how I met Niemand.

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Dear diary,

I don't know what happend,
but I have more and more the feeling that Niemand want to have me around,
but at the same time he pushs me away.

And I have more and more the feeling that I want to have Niemand around,
but I fear at the same time I could push him away.

Today when I came to school,
he wasn't there...
I asked the teacher if he was ill,
but the teacher said, "we don't know.
We never know"
What did he meant by that?
They don't know, they never know...

Anyway Niemand came to school when we had sports.
We played basketball,
and he's good at it.
He is... Good with everything...
Everything but talking...

He played for team 3 and no-one was able to stop him..
He's just impressive.

I asked him why he came late but he just ignored that.
And something was different today,
I believe it's his hair but I don't know for sure....

I don't get this guy but i like him tho.

My name is Hoffnung
The one friend I have,
is named Niemand.
And this friend
isn't even talking with me..

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