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Point of view: You Are Slowly Hating yourself..
I sighed in disbelief, I got my phone on my 9th birthday.. now I'm 16 I still have this old phone..
it's caus since that I got this phone a lot mistakes and memories we're built with it..
and the downloads, photos in my gallery with not a single photo of me.. the apps and so on..
I faced a lot of things and scolding by my parents just because of this phone..
but.. I met strangers who completed my wrecked life..
you continued to scroll down the media, you see people enjoying their lives, having... fun.
You started to remember that you we're once like this.
since.. you were... 8? cause when you're 9 tragic strucked, I told my friends about it and they said that this phone is bad luck..
and some of them said I should get a therapy..
cause in my seven years of living with this "cursed" phone, I haven't got a single therapy..
and so.. my mental disorders started to pile up..
hurtfuly I told my parents that my school work was under control, cause I'm afraid they'll get mad at me..
so I lived my life saying "I don't need help" and "I'm independent" when deep inside I'm screaming for help..
Is this even a good idea? should you continue this? even so, how could we stop this if it made like—we are dependent into this phone..
my friends know the tiniest bit of my sufferingings daily..
I don't know—Justine (a girl) and Bianca we're very good best friends of mine..
but we only talk to each other through messages or chats..
and us three barely talk, so.. yeah..
I occasionally wrote letters and keep each in a white envelope, and kept them in a white drawer, beside my bed..
I also developed anger issues due to my depression and generalized and social anxiety..
so me and my father's relationship is pretty bad, but good thing he has patience..
I managed to finish my elementary and reach high school with my failing grades without even showing my parents..
how sneaky of me..
after thoughts that are constantly in your head, you checked the time only to discover that it's almost class and I have 20 to prepare..
I stood up again, grabbed my laptop on my desk, and yanked it on my bed..
I Aprpoched my bed and lay down but my face still on the laptop, I opened it, connect it to the Wi-Fi and access my self to the class so I can be ready whether if there's class..
and 15 minutes after I finally there's class, and when I'm in the teacher's still waiting for students to arrive..
My camera is off and I'm in mute, so spending that free time I decided to search across the internet..
assuring my self not to come across illegal sites along the way..
should I do part 3?
it's caus since that I got this phone a lot mistakes and memories we're built with it..
and the downloads, photos in my gallery with not a single photo of me.. the apps and so on..
I faced a lot of things and scolding by my parents just because of this phone..
but.. I met strangers who completed my wrecked life..
you continued to scroll down the media, you see people enjoying their lives, having... fun.
You started to remember that you we're once like this.
since.. you were... 8? cause when you're 9 tragic strucked, I told my friends about it and they said that this phone is bad luck..
and some of them said I should get a therapy..
cause in my seven years of living with this "cursed" phone, I haven't got a single therapy..
and so.. my mental disorders started to pile up..
hurtfuly I told my parents that my school work was under control, cause I'm afraid they'll get mad at me..
so I lived my life saying "I don't need help" and "I'm independent" when deep inside I'm screaming for help..
Is this even a good idea? should you continue this? even so, how could we stop this if it made like—we are dependent into this phone..
my friends know the tiniest bit of my sufferingings daily..
I don't know—Justine (a girl) and Bianca we're very good best friends of mine..
but we only talk to each other through messages or chats..
and us three barely talk, so.. yeah..
I occasionally wrote letters and keep each in a white envelope, and kept them in a white drawer, beside my bed..
I also developed anger issues due to my depression and generalized and social anxiety..
so me and my father's relationship is pretty bad, but good thing he has patience..
I managed to finish my elementary and reach high school with my failing grades without even showing my parents..
how sneaky of me..
after thoughts that are constantly in your head, you checked the time only to discover that it's almost class and I have 20 to prepare..
I stood up again, grabbed my laptop on my desk, and yanked it on my bed..
I Aprpoched my bed and lay down but my face still on the laptop, I opened it, connect it to the Wi-Fi and access my self to the class so I can be ready whether if there's class..
and 15 minutes after I finally there's class, and when I'm in the teacher's still waiting for students to arrive..
My camera is off and I'm in mute, so spending that free time I decided to search across the internet..
assuring my self not to come across illegal sites along the way..
should I do part 3?
