I tell you there are far more things in life to consider, and vanity is not one of them. I ponder the visions of you with each moment passing, reflecting in the wind and rain, a rainbow of your smiling face, covers and shapes my emotional space. Losing you could never not hurt, time nor space could change my heartbreak, and nothing will ever take your place.
I think you should visit my dreams more when i'm awake; too hard to let go, say goodbye, or accept you leaving me and going with death; I miss you so much; I'm proud to have had such an incredible companion for the last 15 years. Beebee, mama misses you. I know you are my soulmate. You truly put love in my heart and left me with an ocean of beautiful memories, but I drowned in my tears.