@Phonee
God bless my grandma. Cause she was kind enough to give me her name as a middle name, but it sounds rather rachet. There's the juxtaposition: a rachet name for a shy girl. To avoid compromising my identity, I will not share that information. Please don't be mad at me. It's almost automatic now, eight-ninish approaches, one of us comes to the other's room, and I take my medication. My grandma has some silky, mahogany hair with highlights and high cheekbones. She always told me her grandmother was native American and had the most exhuberant hair. I think about whether she's lonely like me, because althought we live on the same floor, we scarcely talk to each other. My grandma provided me with a safe place to live, and I am forever grateful for that.