Have you ever felt that..like you just awake from a dream. Its like ,you just realised that what I have been doing all this time? It happened to me few months ago. I was reading a manga, (judge me ,yea me time in my house only can reading manga)one of the statement like penetrate deeply to my brain. " youngster sure good find new love". Simple things I know, you can say that but somehow I realised that Why when I was young in high school I didn't going out with the boy I liked,didn't brave enough to have romance to the fullest. I was just a very shy girl,very introvert and not talk much.

When in my elementary school ,on 5th grade there was a boy that sent me letter like asked me some questions,and then next letter asked me out to go to cinema somekind like that but I refuse for the idea going out with him to some place. He sent me letter many times,and I replied that secretly put in his bag or sometimes to his friend that give me that letter if he gave it from his friend.

Until one day,he pursuit me directly to talk with me. I was just shut my mouth because of my shyness (so annoying right), eventhough he just asked to go home with me.Honsestly,I like him care about me but I too extremely shy to look him in the eyes and talk even just for answered him. Ugh,what's wrong with me,I yell in...