Am so angry at you, but I do not know how to let out my anger. I want to scream out loud how disappointed and hurt I am, but I feel like you don't deserve anything coming from me either. You acted as if everything was just easy, I walk away, stick to your rules and protocols and everyone remains safe. Well, it seems like something, only a heartless human being can say...

You just don't order people to stop feeling, just because it serves you best. You don't tell people to feel what you want them to feel. I thought somewhere in your heart, I was there. Turns out , everything was just my imagination, my loose thoughts. You've never cared, you were never there...

I am very angry, but all I want to do is dismiss what am feeling. The more I think of you, the angrier I get. I don't want my life to ever revolve around you, I hate it that I once cared. Maybe I was asking for too much, but you never stopped me from trying too hard. Now I don't feel anything at all, the world can not surprise me anymore.

If I could do something to erase every memory I have of you I definitely would. Not that I entirely blame you, I know I was also a fool. Am sick of disappointments, rejections... I had pure intentions, but no one ever noticed. So from now on, I won't notice, from now on, I choose not to believe...From now on, I choose not to see.
© The Magic