Maybe it's fear,
Of selling my soul
To Darkness
For I am ashamed
Of turning a astray,
And for wanting to be rich instead of going to church and being poor.
And looking at it
As a waste of time .
I'm afraid,
And ashamed
I feel like I don't deserve your forgiveness.
After what I stated
So I run away
And I enjoy
Smoking ,drinking,
Feeding my ego based on fake nourishment.
I'm afraid,
And feel there are others who deserve your love more than I.

"MY WEAKNESSES "

I pray today
And in the next second smoking my life away.
I'm ashamed,
Because I feel I can beat you.
And ask you for forgiveness,
Before you get here
And save this world
For this
I smoke ,I drink, I cuss ,and I say your name in vain.
And I feel you make it sound so easy.
On throwing all those fake nourishments away,
And you saved my soul
And I'll go with you into your heaven.
And you make it sound so easy.
How can you love me after all this I stated.
Why waste your time,
On me there are others that are in more need of you than I.
I'm ashamed,
Because from what I
See here in this world,
I don't like the fact that it's that easy.
Why me ?
Why do I think this way?
Why waste your blood on my soul? What I sold you can never get back.
Don't waste your blessings on me
For I have turned away from your truth.
My days are like a handbag
With nothing in it
I feel you're just holding on to me
But there's nothing inside
Don't waste your time on me
Please pick anybody else but me.

written by Delicia Marie Lee Lopez the photographs in this picture did not belong to me and I just want to give a credit to the person out there who created them whoever that might be send me a comment