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where am I
As I pop out from behind the tallest tree, I was left what I found out in the open a crazy rabbit just hopped hopping out the front of me tryna be some type of Chet tryna cause problems and what I bet he's tryna also get inside my head and leave nothing but his scent
that he was part of my mind now forever part of me and I walk into this new life with different thoughts springing all around. Now I got my feet on the ground and here we go again ..leaving this crazy scene. Now on my way down another dirt trail got my back pack packed of everything I ever owned never forget the pocket full of change . and some gold.
Whoever knew it be just me and this feeling that someone always be following me tryna be part of everything I am but lucky I even forget what the heck I even am anymore that I try to be seeking myself haven. Of course a hard time remembering. I'm on my way walking now out of breath roaming thru the dark, bound to walk into something new. Here we go still keepn on, and there comes a light in the front of me far off into the distance
faded but still noticable .here I come. I'm hoping that this is a sign of where my new life will begin. or unfold into something else a little less hectic. all of a sudden Few small bodies covered in cloaks walk out to show themselves who they really are since I can't really see nothing without feeling I need glasses cause they be stealing my vision away from me making everything feel like I'm drifted into or pulled into a dream state. No control of my own feelings. Gripped and thrown into what looks to be a pile of leaves. Now they bowin down. clearly down by my side. I don't know whether to try to run but obviously I can't hide they'd be like able to catch me so fast because I'm feeling so far gone. I'm lost now, no way to find my way out. Don't know where I'm at either. How could I allow this to make me think that this would ever be ok. Should've never followed the light and went the other way. But now it's too late I'm already taken they captured my body and don't think they would be the type to let me go. Sure you would think they get bored and have some kind of heart to drag me in the sand and just drop me off and forget about me but here I am now just afloating in the midst of what was the the flames of there fire be spindled over and over cause I'm about to be there next meal. I'm stuck inside of my head now screamn how the hell do I get out of this hell. Doubt anybody hear me tho like I even had that much time to think but in all reality this ain't even happening and Bam suddenly I opened my eyes and come to find out it was just a dream
I have been pulled out of it and I can finally see my actual reality that I live. I'm shaking and my blood is flowing so fast from hyperventilating cause I'd quit breathing. but now I'm alive again and I'm not surrounded by death. I've never felt or seen nothing like it. I guess I need to learn to put this barbiturates away put em inside my drawer and lock it throw away the key cause there I ain't never let that happen again. Stick to my weed they always said it was way healthier but knowing myself I'd be never listening. cause I'd be going my own direction. Which come to think about it probably why obviously fell into the hell of for ever misery in between now and what was left and possibly the last breath I was able to take inside my veins to keep being able to survive in between the living and partially almost dead. Scaring myself but I know now who the I be and what's left inside of my heart to notice how important it was for everyone else to enjoy my presents as well. Hey, what's up guys I'd walk over and do a handshake maybe throw a peace sign. Show em I really do care and that I was glad to be there, and part of there life still, and who knows where the crazy rabbit stayed but at least that's another reason to stay away from the insanity that I fell in love with doing these crazy things that is now in the past and just a memory.
that he was part of my mind now forever part of me and I walk into this new life with different thoughts springing all around. Now I got my feet on the ground and here we go again ..leaving this crazy scene. Now on my way down another dirt trail got my back pack packed of everything I ever owned never forget the pocket full of change . and some gold.
Whoever knew it be just me and this feeling that someone always be following me tryna be part of everything I am but lucky I even forget what the heck I even am anymore that I try to be seeking myself haven. Of course a hard time remembering. I'm on my way walking now out of breath roaming thru the dark, bound to walk into something new. Here we go still keepn on, and there comes a light in the front of me far off into the distance
faded but still noticable .here I come. I'm hoping that this is a sign of where my new life will begin. or unfold into something else a little less hectic. all of a sudden Few small bodies covered in cloaks walk out to show themselves who they really are since I can't really see nothing without feeling I need glasses cause they be stealing my vision away from me making everything feel like I'm drifted into or pulled into a dream state. No control of my own feelings. Gripped and thrown into what looks to be a pile of leaves. Now they bowin down. clearly down by my side. I don't know whether to try to run but obviously I can't hide they'd be like able to catch me so fast because I'm feeling so far gone. I'm lost now, no way to find my way out. Don't know where I'm at either. How could I allow this to make me think that this would ever be ok. Should've never followed the light and went the other way. But now it's too late I'm already taken they captured my body and don't think they would be the type to let me go. Sure you would think they get bored and have some kind of heart to drag me in the sand and just drop me off and forget about me but here I am now just afloating in the midst of what was the the flames of there fire be spindled over and over cause I'm about to be there next meal. I'm stuck inside of my head now screamn how the hell do I get out of this hell. Doubt anybody hear me tho like I even had that much time to think but in all reality this ain't even happening and Bam suddenly I opened my eyes and come to find out it was just a dream
I have been pulled out of it and I can finally see my actual reality that I live. I'm shaking and my blood is flowing so fast from hyperventilating cause I'd quit breathing. but now I'm alive again and I'm not surrounded by death. I've never felt or seen nothing like it. I guess I need to learn to put this barbiturates away put em inside my drawer and lock it throw away the key cause there I ain't never let that happen again. Stick to my weed they always said it was way healthier but knowing myself I'd be never listening. cause I'd be going my own direction. Which come to think about it probably why obviously fell into the hell of for ever misery in between now and what was left and possibly the last breath I was able to take inside my veins to keep being able to survive in between the living and partially almost dead. Scaring myself but I know now who the I be and what's left inside of my heart to notice how important it was for everyone else to enjoy my presents as well. Hey, what's up guys I'd walk over and do a handshake maybe throw a peace sign. Show em I really do care and that I was glad to be there, and part of there life still, and who knows where the crazy rabbit stayed but at least that's another reason to stay away from the insanity that I fell in love with doing these crazy things that is now in the past and just a memory.
