When young, I was unaware of adulthood challenges.

Growing up was onerous as i found myself a misfit in this vying society.
However in my journey so far, I had to learn a few life lessons the hard way.

Hailing from hoi polloi, I was simply expected to have a job backed with solid academic background and an alliance that would choose me for the good I can offer.

I floundered at all the above and ran into shambles. I was never intending to take the onus of myself.

Instead I was suffering innately from a weird hypocondria crisis that stuck hard in my late teens. I was abusing my body with plenty of stress and wrong medications for an issue that didn't even exist.

Anxiety was consuming me harder than ever. In the time my peers made a fortune for themselves, I was busy battling my own demons. After being done with the haitus, I had a transition from a person with a radiant future to a mere looser.

Dealing with anxiety and worry makes me to question my choice of existing in these grueling conditions, but I don't even possess the courage to quit.

"I hope one day I will find peace and my tribe".


© cacti