Recently I got to realise something which drived me to conclusion to what I was looking for from a very long time. Talking of relationships, love, soulmates here. Let me start from the beginning. I used to think of me as a woman who never asks for a man's money. I am not a gold digger. Have been in a couple of relationships, but never asked for fancy stuff, five star dinner dates, costly chocolates and the list goes on. NEVER asked for anything related to money. Yet faced heartbreaks, a big one lately. However, this idea of mine of not being a gold digger was entirely wrong. Yes, I am a gold digger. I love wealth. The kind of which can't be refunded. I want that from him keeping in mind i won't be able to return any of what he gave me. The costliest thing I'm talking of. Time!

I always wanted him to keep talking to me. I tell my boyfriend to keep texting me every hour, to know how is it going, to know if something's wrong, to boost up my mood when I'm down. But he doesn't seems so interested in talking every hour of the day. Reasons could be many of why I want to keep up with him all the time. It could be my mental health, my family, or any reason one can think of.
Sometimes the strongest one feels tired and needs someone to lean onto, and she will not tell you that she needs you, and she doesn't know when she can fall, when she can feel needy, that's why she want's you to be there everytime. So this is how she has been the biggest gold digger.