Even Just For Now (complete story)
Tittle: Even Just For Now
Author: Mary Rodriguez
Starring
Anne Hathaway as Lily Watson
Emily Blunt as Ella McCarthy
Hi everyone my name is Ella McCarthy I was born and raised at United Kingdom. I’m 15 years old. My dad decided to moved at Los Angeles California with us for his new business.
We arrived at the said country. Our new neighborhoods shown their skills in cooking. They loves my British accent. My mom enrolled me at the school.
First day of school my brother Douglas fell in love to his new classmate. He is one year older than me. His classmate’s name is Lily Watson.
Lily Watson is so gorgeous and sexy. No wonder she is a campus crush. Douglas is an introvert. He has no courage to tell his feelings for Lily.
Douglas is certified no girl friend since birth. At the campus I sat the bench waiting for my brother. While waiting there was a group of mean girls trying to annoys me. Unfortunately they had no idea how bully I am.
The guidance councilor caught us having a sarcastic conversations. Until Mildred pushed me. Because she lose to our debate. Her friends teasing me. So I kicked her tummy. We are suspended for one week. My parents scolded me.
I went on my room and I heard Douglas he sang his original composition. I went on his room. I asked him if he is in love to someone. He admitted he fell in love so quickly to Lily. I taught him how to express his feelings for Lily. Unfortunately he can’t do that.
So I volunteer to helps him how to win her heart. At the school I talked to Lily. I shared everything to her about Douglas. It seems Lily is interested to listen to my story.
Lily and I became best friend. Every weekends she spent her days at the house or sometimes we went to our rendezvous at the forest. Douglas is so over the moon he is getting closer to Lily.
Our school announced our JS Prom. Douglas had no courage to ask her to be his date. Well I’m willing to help him. On the following day. I makes surprises for Lily inside the campus.
I sang and dance in front of her. Just to get her sweetest “Yes” for my brother. I asked her if she want to be my brother’s date on our upcoming prom. She said Yes. Douglas became happy.
At the prom I saw Lily wearing her expensive gown. She is the most beautiful maiden I ever seen in my whole life. I witnessed my brother’s reaction when he saw Lily. It’s obviously he is in love to her.
The former Prom queen and king announced the newly prom king and queen. Douglas and Lily won the crown. While Douglas and Lily dancing on the center stage. I felt a little bit of jealousness. I told to myself. That should be me.
While watching them I reminisced how we started to became best friend. I went inside the C.R I looked at the mirror and I saw myself with teardrops.
I realized I fell in love with my best friend and now my brother’s imaginary girl friend. I went alone at the gazebo. I wrote a poem on the piece of a paper.
I was surprised when she called me. Inside the gazebo. Lily asked me for a dance. I granted her request. While dancing she admitted her feelings regarding to me.
She loves the way I makes her happy everyday. She cherish our moments together. She enjoyed the days I court her for Douglas. Lily admitted she is slowly falling in love with me since the day we met.
I gave my poem to her. I wrote what’s truly inside my heart.
I love the way you looks at me
I love the scent of your body
My soul is melting every time I see you
I felt I’m a prisoner inside your heart
Can I kiss you even just for now
Please tell me you love me
Even it’s a lie
Say that you love me
Even Just for now.
I wrote this for her. She is teary eyed while reading my poem for her.
Lily kissed my lips and she said she loves me. Even she is not sure if she want to continue her feelings for me. Since we’re both too young for love.
Lily say good bye to me. Because her journey in high school is almost over. She will migrate on New York City with her parents after her graduation day. Lily rejected Douglas.
At least I know to myself she loves me even if she don't know if she want to continue her feelings for me.
Time flies pains and happiness turns into memories. After high school we went back at our home town in England. After a many years my brother Douglas married Katrina Campbell. They have 2 Kids. And me I’m engaged with my long time boy friend. Nicolai Powell. Before I said yes to him. I remember my first love in high school. She is Lily Watson.
I had no idea where she is. Even I’ve had a boy friend Lily was still in my heart. A girl who stole my heart. Douglas invited me for a dinner party.
At the dinner party he asked me regarding to Lily. He has no clue that I’m still in love with her. I pretend I forgot her already.
“ Do you remember Lily? Your girl crush?” Doug asked me
“ Lily? Watson?” I said
“ Yup”
“ Ah ok of course but it was a puppy love. And Why you asking? “
“ I Remember when we we’re in high school you’re the love interest “
“ oh just shut up “
Doug teasing me to Lily after a month we flew at Paris France. Nicolai and I loves the place. We will stay for 2 months. Nicolai was a busy man and me I stay there for vacation only.
“Sweet heart I have to go. I have a special meeting with my new client” Nicolai said
“Take care. I’m planning to walk outside”
“I love you bye”
“I love you too”
While walking I saw a gazebo I went inside for a rest. Until someone called my name.
“Ella? Is that you? Ella McCarthy?”
“Lily? It’s you? Lily Watson”
Lily and I meets again. I can’t explain how I feel. She embraced me.
“Oh! My Gosh! How are you?” Lily said
“I’m great” I replied.
“I missed you Ella”
“Me too”
Lily and I stayed at the gazebo she shared her journey to me. I just found out her husband die 2 years ago due to car accident. She is a single mom of a 7months old baby boy. I saw her sadness in her eyes.
“Is it difficult to raise a child as a single mother?” I asked her
“No it’s not hard for me. I’m a strong woman”
“I know even before”
“How about you?” Lily asked me
“Well I’m here for a vacation. My fiancée have a business here”
“Wow that’s great you’re engage”
“Yup I’m soon to be Mrs. Powell”
“I would like to invite you to my house today and meet my baby boy”
“Yeah sure”
“Shall we?”
“Let’s go”
“You know what? I’m still In love with your British accent”
We arrived to her house. And finally I met her son. His name is Tom.
“Oh my Gosh your baby is so cute”
After we ate lunch Lily asked if I remember our love story when we are young. I said yes.
“Do you remember our cute and crazy love story?” Lily asked me
“Of course yes. I can’t deny it. Well its part of a being a teenager”
Since we missed each other we shared our stories in life. We forgot the time. I checked my phone and I received a lots of txt messages and phone calls from Nicolai. It was already 7 in the evening.
“I’m so sorry my dear I have to go. Nicolai is worried.”
“No it’s ok I understand. There is another time. Here is my contact no. And follow me on my social media platforms”
“I will bye”
“Bye”
Lily and I had an accidental kiss
“Oh sorry”
She looks into my eyes and we laughed together. Suddenly my heart was beating fast.
“I’m home sweet heart”
“Where have you been?”
“I saw my high school friend here and I spent my day with her”
“Next time don’t forget to call me and please answer my messages”
“Yeah sure”
It’s already 10 in the evening she sent a private message.
“Good evening Ella thank you for your time. Good night”
I can’t stop smiling while reading her simple message. I laid on the bed I remember our accidental kiss. I can’t hide my feelings. I’m so over the moon. I felt a romantic feelings for her. And its weird I imagined we’re in the ocean. Saying I love you to each other. Until Nicolai interrupts me from my fantasy.
“What happened to you? Your smiling”
“Nothing just ignore me”
I continued my fantasy with her in my imaginations until. Nicolai kissed my lips I looks into his eyes and I woke up from my fantasy. He continued kissing my lips. We had sex intercourse that night.
On the next morning. Nicolai sleeping on the top of my body. I checked my phone I received message from Lily.
“Good morning gorgeous. I don’t know how to say this to you. But you need to know this. I saw you in my dreams. You and I saying I love you to each other at the ocean.” Lily sent this message to me.
I laughed after reading her message. Nicolai heard it.
“Why?”
“Nothing just forget it”
I deleted her txt message. However deleting her message is the cause of our misunderstanding. He thought I was talking to a man.
“May I see your phone?”
“Why?”
“Just give me”
“Here”
“Wait zero messages on your phone?”
“And so?”
“Last night you’re smiling while reading a message. And now you laughed after reading a message. Why you delete it”
“Because I want it. Oh let’s stop this conversation. It’s useless if you want to read it. Retrieve it. It simple”
“Sorry” He said and I felt guilty.
“Lily sent a funny and weird message saying she saw us in her dreams saying I love you to each other at the ocean. Please trust me.”
“Sorry again. I’m just being paranoid”
Nicolai kissed my lips and he leaved the house.
I called Doug I shared everything to him. He couldn’t believe what he heard from me. After our conversation I went back to her house of course just to see her.
“Hey Ella how are you?”
“I’m great. I loved your dreams”
“Yeah it’s weird”
“But we both loves it”
Ella grabs my waist she touches my lips. And she started to kiss me. We had a passionate kissed.
“Ella”
“Yes Lily?”
“I know this is wrong. But I need to confess. When we we’re in high school I know to myself. I’ve had a strong feelings for you. Until now I’m in love with you. I love you Ella”
“I love you too Lily”
Lily and I had a passionate sex during that day. If I compare my sex life with my fiancée Nicolai to Ella my first love. I must say someone gave me a pleasure and the other one gave me a pure love. It was a peculiar feelings.
I went home and Nicolai has arrived he is so sweet and very chivalry. After we ate dinner. I laid on the bed and I imagined our first sex together. Lily makes me crazy. I stands and I sat in front of the mirror. Nicolai entered to our room. He wants a cuddle with me. But I was thinking of Lily. I’m not in the mood while having a sex with Nicolai. But I let him.
In the morning I went back on Lily’s house just to see her. I cheated on him. But I can’t stop my feelings for her knowing she’s in love with me.
“Ma Vie” She said to me
“You are my everything Ma Vie”
Ma Vie is our terms of endearment it’s a French word. We stroll everyday together. She makes my day brighter.
Until one day I decided to finished my relationship with Nicolai. Its not easy for me to say goodbye to him. Because he is the one that got away. But I need to do this.
“Nicolai”
“Yes sweet heart”
“We need to talk”
“About what?”
“About us. I’m sorry but it’s over”
“What? Our wedding is coming. What happened to you? Where’s the old Ella. A woman who loves me? I knew it you and Lily have an affair. I know you cheated on me. But I chose to ignored my pains. Because I’m afraid to loose you. Call me selfish. I wont allow you to break our promises. But I allowed you to love her.”
“What? You know everything. Then set me free”
“I can’t”
Seeing him crying in front of me makes my heart bleeding. I’m guilty.
“Ella please stay with me marry me I want you to be my wife and mother of my child in the future. Please. Even you’re in love with her. I can endure the pain seeing you flirting with her. But I can’t endure the pain because you left me”
Nicolai and I have 2 weeks left to stay in Paris. We’re going back to London. I went to her house I saw Tom her baby. I was thinking of Tom what if I chose his mother over Nicolai. How we can explain to him why he has two mother.
If I chose his mother soon people will bash him for having a two bisexual mother without a father. In the near future he will receive discriminations. I wiped my tears. I makes a tough decision. I finished my relationship with her.
“What are you serious? My goodness Ella. I gave my all to you”
“You’re a mother. Think about your son’s future. Do you think his friends accept him for having a bisexual mother how can you explain to him?
“I love you Ma Vie”
“I love you too Ma Vie. But it’s over I’m so sorry”
“I understand”
“After 2 weeks Nicolai and I are going back to London”
“Can I have a request?”
“What is it?”
“On your last day here in Paris please stay with me spend your one day left with me at the cruise ship. Please”
“I will talk to him”
I went back home with Lily she try to convince him.
“What are you doing here?” Nicolai asked her
“I would like to say I’m so sorry for what I have done to you. It’s up to you if you want to forgive me. I just want to say sorry”
“What do you want?”
“Approval”
“Approval? For what?”
“Please I’m begging you to allow her to spend her one day left here in Paris with me. I promise after that. I will stop loving her.”
Nicolai looks at me with tear drops.
“Lily wait for my answer tomorrow it’s already late. Go back home”
“I will good night everyone”
2 am I was vomiting I knew it I’m pregnant.
“Sweet heart what happened? Are you alright?”
“I think I’m pregnant”
“Wow! That’s great I’m the father of that child”
“Yes you are”
“Sweet heart”
“Yes Nicolai”
“I will allow you to spend your last day here in Paris with her. But promise me. You will marry me. And forget her.”
“I will”
Nicolai kissed my lips
“I love you I will love you forever”
On my last day here in Paris
“Ma Vie! Spend your day with me even just for now” I said to her.
“Ma Vie I will” Lily is teary eyed.
I spent my last day in Paris with her ridding the cruise ship.
The End.
#Love&love
#lovewins
#Friends
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Author: Mary Rodriguez
Starring
Anne Hathaway as Lily Watson
Emily Blunt as Ella McCarthy
Hi everyone my name is Ella McCarthy I was born and raised at United Kingdom. I’m 15 years old. My dad decided to moved at Los Angeles California with us for his new business.
We arrived at the said country. Our new neighborhoods shown their skills in cooking. They loves my British accent. My mom enrolled me at the school.
First day of school my brother Douglas fell in love to his new classmate. He is one year older than me. His classmate’s name is Lily Watson.
Lily Watson is so gorgeous and sexy. No wonder she is a campus crush. Douglas is an introvert. He has no courage to tell his feelings for Lily.
Douglas is certified no girl friend since birth. At the campus I sat the bench waiting for my brother. While waiting there was a group of mean girls trying to annoys me. Unfortunately they had no idea how bully I am.
The guidance councilor caught us having a sarcastic conversations. Until Mildred pushed me. Because she lose to our debate. Her friends teasing me. So I kicked her tummy. We are suspended for one week. My parents scolded me.
I went on my room and I heard Douglas he sang his original composition. I went on his room. I asked him if he is in love to someone. He admitted he fell in love so quickly to Lily. I taught him how to express his feelings for Lily. Unfortunately he can’t do that.
So I volunteer to helps him how to win her heart. At the school I talked to Lily. I shared everything to her about Douglas. It seems Lily is interested to listen to my story.
Lily and I became best friend. Every weekends she spent her days at the house or sometimes we went to our rendezvous at the forest. Douglas is so over the moon he is getting closer to Lily.
Our school announced our JS Prom. Douglas had no courage to ask her to be his date. Well I’m willing to help him. On the following day. I makes surprises for Lily inside the campus.
I sang and dance in front of her. Just to get her sweetest “Yes” for my brother. I asked her if she want to be my brother’s date on our upcoming prom. She said Yes. Douglas became happy.
At the prom I saw Lily wearing her expensive gown. She is the most beautiful maiden I ever seen in my whole life. I witnessed my brother’s reaction when he saw Lily. It’s obviously he is in love to her.
The former Prom queen and king announced the newly prom king and queen. Douglas and Lily won the crown. While Douglas and Lily dancing on the center stage. I felt a little bit of jealousness. I told to myself. That should be me.
While watching them I reminisced how we started to became best friend. I went inside the C.R I looked at the mirror and I saw myself with teardrops.
I realized I fell in love with my best friend and now my brother’s imaginary girl friend. I went alone at the gazebo. I wrote a poem on the piece of a paper.
I was surprised when she called me. Inside the gazebo. Lily asked me for a dance. I granted her request. While dancing she admitted her feelings regarding to me.
She loves the way I makes her happy everyday. She cherish our moments together. She enjoyed the days I court her for Douglas. Lily admitted she is slowly falling in love with me since the day we met.
I gave my poem to her. I wrote what’s truly inside my heart.
I love the way you looks at me
I love the scent of your body
My soul is melting every time I see you
I felt I’m a prisoner inside your heart
Can I kiss you even just for now
Please tell me you love me
Even it’s a lie
Say that you love me
Even Just for now.
I wrote this for her. She is teary eyed while reading my poem for her.
Lily kissed my lips and she said she loves me. Even she is not sure if she want to continue her feelings for me. Since we’re both too young for love.
Lily say good bye to me. Because her journey in high school is almost over. She will migrate on New York City with her parents after her graduation day. Lily rejected Douglas.
At least I know to myself she loves me even if she don't know if she want to continue her feelings for me.
Time flies pains and happiness turns into memories. After high school we went back at our home town in England. After a many years my brother Douglas married Katrina Campbell. They have 2 Kids. And me I’m engaged with my long time boy friend. Nicolai Powell. Before I said yes to him. I remember my first love in high school. She is Lily Watson.
I had no idea where she is. Even I’ve had a boy friend Lily was still in my heart. A girl who stole my heart. Douglas invited me for a dinner party.
At the dinner party he asked me regarding to Lily. He has no clue that I’m still in love with her. I pretend I forgot her already.
“ Do you remember Lily? Your girl crush?” Doug asked me
“ Lily? Watson?” I said
“ Yup”
“ Ah ok of course but it was a puppy love. And Why you asking? “
“ I Remember when we we’re in high school you’re the love interest “
“ oh just shut up “
Doug teasing me to Lily after a month we flew at Paris France. Nicolai and I loves the place. We will stay for 2 months. Nicolai was a busy man and me I stay there for vacation only.
“Sweet heart I have to go. I have a special meeting with my new client” Nicolai said
“Take care. I’m planning to walk outside”
“I love you bye”
“I love you too”
While walking I saw a gazebo I went inside for a rest. Until someone called my name.
“Ella? Is that you? Ella McCarthy?”
“Lily? It’s you? Lily Watson”
Lily and I meets again. I can’t explain how I feel. She embraced me.
“Oh! My Gosh! How are you?” Lily said
“I’m great” I replied.
“I missed you Ella”
“Me too”
Lily and I stayed at the gazebo she shared her journey to me. I just found out her husband die 2 years ago due to car accident. She is a single mom of a 7months old baby boy. I saw her sadness in her eyes.
“Is it difficult to raise a child as a single mother?” I asked her
“No it’s not hard for me. I’m a strong woman”
“I know even before”
“How about you?” Lily asked me
“Well I’m here for a vacation. My fiancée have a business here”
“Wow that’s great you’re engage”
“Yup I’m soon to be Mrs. Powell”
“I would like to invite you to my house today and meet my baby boy”
“Yeah sure”
“Shall we?”
“Let’s go”
“You know what? I’m still In love with your British accent”
We arrived to her house. And finally I met her son. His name is Tom.
“Oh my Gosh your baby is so cute”
After we ate lunch Lily asked if I remember our love story when we are young. I said yes.
“Do you remember our cute and crazy love story?” Lily asked me
“Of course yes. I can’t deny it. Well its part of a being a teenager”
Since we missed each other we shared our stories in life. We forgot the time. I checked my phone and I received a lots of txt messages and phone calls from Nicolai. It was already 7 in the evening.
“I’m so sorry my dear I have to go. Nicolai is worried.”
“No it’s ok I understand. There is another time. Here is my contact no. And follow me on my social media platforms”
“I will bye”
“Bye”
Lily and I had an accidental kiss
“Oh sorry”
She looks into my eyes and we laughed together. Suddenly my heart was beating fast.
“I’m home sweet heart”
“Where have you been?”
“I saw my high school friend here and I spent my day with her”
“Next time don’t forget to call me and please answer my messages”
“Yeah sure”
It’s already 10 in the evening she sent a private message.
“Good evening Ella thank you for your time. Good night”
I can’t stop smiling while reading her simple message. I laid on the bed I remember our accidental kiss. I can’t hide my feelings. I’m so over the moon. I felt a romantic feelings for her. And its weird I imagined we’re in the ocean. Saying I love you to each other. Until Nicolai interrupts me from my fantasy.
“What happened to you? Your smiling”
“Nothing just ignore me”
I continued my fantasy with her in my imaginations until. Nicolai kissed my lips I looks into his eyes and I woke up from my fantasy. He continued kissing my lips. We had sex intercourse that night.
On the next morning. Nicolai sleeping on the top of my body. I checked my phone I received message from Lily.
“Good morning gorgeous. I don’t know how to say this to you. But you need to know this. I saw you in my dreams. You and I saying I love you to each other at the ocean.” Lily sent this message to me.
I laughed after reading her message. Nicolai heard it.
“Why?”
“Nothing just forget it”
I deleted her txt message. However deleting her message is the cause of our misunderstanding. He thought I was talking to a man.
“May I see your phone?”
“Why?”
“Just give me”
“Here”
“Wait zero messages on your phone?”
“And so?”
“Last night you’re smiling while reading a message. And now you laughed after reading a message. Why you delete it”
“Because I want it. Oh let’s stop this conversation. It’s useless if you want to read it. Retrieve it. It simple”
“Sorry” He said and I felt guilty.
“Lily sent a funny and weird message saying she saw us in her dreams saying I love you to each other at the ocean. Please trust me.”
“Sorry again. I’m just being paranoid”
Nicolai kissed my lips and he leaved the house.
I called Doug I shared everything to him. He couldn’t believe what he heard from me. After our conversation I went back to her house of course just to see her.
“Hey Ella how are you?”
“I’m great. I loved your dreams”
“Yeah it’s weird”
“But we both loves it”
Ella grabs my waist she touches my lips. And she started to kiss me. We had a passionate kissed.
“Ella”
“Yes Lily?”
“I know this is wrong. But I need to confess. When we we’re in high school I know to myself. I’ve had a strong feelings for you. Until now I’m in love with you. I love you Ella”
“I love you too Lily”
Lily and I had a passionate sex during that day. If I compare my sex life with my fiancée Nicolai to Ella my first love. I must say someone gave me a pleasure and the other one gave me a pure love. It was a peculiar feelings.
I went home and Nicolai has arrived he is so sweet and very chivalry. After we ate dinner. I laid on the bed and I imagined our first sex together. Lily makes me crazy. I stands and I sat in front of the mirror. Nicolai entered to our room. He wants a cuddle with me. But I was thinking of Lily. I’m not in the mood while having a sex with Nicolai. But I let him.
In the morning I went back on Lily’s house just to see her. I cheated on him. But I can’t stop my feelings for her knowing she’s in love with me.
“Ma Vie” She said to me
“You are my everything Ma Vie”
Ma Vie is our terms of endearment it’s a French word. We stroll everyday together. She makes my day brighter.
Until one day I decided to finished my relationship with Nicolai. Its not easy for me to say goodbye to him. Because he is the one that got away. But I need to do this.
“Nicolai”
“Yes sweet heart”
“We need to talk”
“About what?”
“About us. I’m sorry but it’s over”
“What? Our wedding is coming. What happened to you? Where’s the old Ella. A woman who loves me? I knew it you and Lily have an affair. I know you cheated on me. But I chose to ignored my pains. Because I’m afraid to loose you. Call me selfish. I wont allow you to break our promises. But I allowed you to love her.”
“What? You know everything. Then set me free”
“I can’t”
Seeing him crying in front of me makes my heart bleeding. I’m guilty.
“Ella please stay with me marry me I want you to be my wife and mother of my child in the future. Please. Even you’re in love with her. I can endure the pain seeing you flirting with her. But I can’t endure the pain because you left me”
Nicolai and I have 2 weeks left to stay in Paris. We’re going back to London. I went to her house I saw Tom her baby. I was thinking of Tom what if I chose his mother over Nicolai. How we can explain to him why he has two mother.
If I chose his mother soon people will bash him for having a two bisexual mother without a father. In the near future he will receive discriminations. I wiped my tears. I makes a tough decision. I finished my relationship with her.
“What are you serious? My goodness Ella. I gave my all to you”
“You’re a mother. Think about your son’s future. Do you think his friends accept him for having a bisexual mother how can you explain to him?
“I love you Ma Vie”
“I love you too Ma Vie. But it’s over I’m so sorry”
“I understand”
“After 2 weeks Nicolai and I are going back to London”
“Can I have a request?”
“What is it?”
“On your last day here in Paris please stay with me spend your one day left with me at the cruise ship. Please”
“I will talk to him”
I went back home with Lily she try to convince him.
“What are you doing here?” Nicolai asked her
“I would like to say I’m so sorry for what I have done to you. It’s up to you if you want to forgive me. I just want to say sorry”
“What do you want?”
“Approval”
“Approval? For what?”
“Please I’m begging you to allow her to spend her one day left here in Paris with me. I promise after that. I will stop loving her.”
Nicolai looks at me with tear drops.
“Lily wait for my answer tomorrow it’s already late. Go back home”
“I will good night everyone”
2 am I was vomiting I knew it I’m pregnant.
“Sweet heart what happened? Are you alright?”
“I think I’m pregnant”
“Wow! That’s great I’m the father of that child”
“Yes you are”
“Sweet heart”
“Yes Nicolai”
“I will allow you to spend your last day here in Paris with her. But promise me. You will marry me. And forget her.”
“I will”
Nicolai kissed my lips
“I love you I will love you forever”
On my last day here in Paris
“Ma Vie! Spend your day with me even just for now” I said to her.
“Ma Vie I will” Lily is teary eyed.
I spent my last day in Paris with her ridding the cruise ship.
The End.
#Love&love
#lovewins
#Friends
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