I can't understand why I'm stucked in this situation. I was about to carry this inevitable feeling in almost a decade. At first, all I thought is just a merely admiration and it was lasted in a month, I think?. And when years passed by, my feelings for you, is slowly evanesced and I didn't felt any torment at all. And many years had passed again, we crossed our path. By that time, I didn't...