First of all get out of the sadness of loosing your parents try to look at death in a positive way death is only a short separation till you guys meet again death is not a end of life death is just a transfer from one unreal world to the real one trust me after life is the real life indeed death is just a mode of transport from one world to another your parents have moved to a better place just like there parents and relatives have before them it is not something un usual you will also die one day to move to the next beautiful blissful peaceful world so just relax you are not separated for ever its just a brief pause until you meet again deal with it in a spiritual way you parents are watching you so don't destroy your self like this they are definitely not liking this side of you and as far as depression is concerned yes it's a reality many intelligent human beings go through it on one hand it is a disease but on the other hand it's a blessing in disguise this depression can manifest in two ways one self destruct mode other self creating mode depression makes you more wise deep thinker and problem solver because of the depression you look at life events in a mature way and you learn to handle you short comings and you also find out about your limitations as a human being on events and situations you will transform the way you want to the choice is yours be wise after all meeting your God and loved ones is indeed something to rejoice about lots of love brother find peace in bible please .
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