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The Hostess
"Im sorry for all of those people I used. For those people I have given false hopes to. And lastly, for those people that got murdered because of me."

My name's Adrynna Harson, 18 years old. I was born on January 19. My mom is a doctor and somewhat a scientist, while my dad is a leader of quite of a secret association. I guess it's not much of a secret now though. Anyways, as a kid I would live with my grandmother, which I believe was a hostess. She is honestly one of the best grandmothers I could ever meet. If you are wondering why I was not able to live with my parents, well it is because they claim it to be too dangerous for me to do so. Or at least, it was dangerous for me to live with them when I was young.

My grandmother played a huge role in my life. She taught me lots of things, from chores to what my attitude should be. Though, in an early age of 4, she began telling my how harsh reality is. "There are people that kills people, they can even cut your limbs and sell them. You need to be careful, you don't want to get sexualized and be abused. Of course, be first to do so." Quite unkind for some people, but yet, this is what she taught me.

"Always know your strengths, both physically, mentally and verbally. Know your rights first, and so know if others know their rights. If they don't, well you can get an oppurtunity. Yes, kids in your age will say that such actions are mean and bad. But y'all freaks should stop sugarcoating it. Reality is reality. Sooner or later you'd realize it anyways, so what is the point of hiding it from you. Don't let other people fool you. Only listen to me, don't trust anyone but yourself. Don't even listen to your parents, geez, especially to your nasty mom."

At the age of 8, when I would attend class, people would find me weird and unusual. Which I didn't really mind, knowing that I shouldn't give a crap about them.

When I turned 13, I had to move out of my grandma's and go to my parents' house. I was in full shock during my first night, but my grandma didn't sugarcoat my freaking future. Screams fill the house, crying down in the basement would be heart, dad arguing in a phone call each day and mom being stuck in her room 24/7 which I believe she was abused, sadly. But like what my perspective before, I don't care about anyone and anything but me and my future, alone.

When I turned 14, that is when I applied the teachings dear grandma told me. She taught me that my body, and my voice can always be my own future. I was basically a hostess. In 14 I quite matured, and knew everything about my family. My dad being in a mafia, my mom being a scientist and of course, dead bodjes in our basement which doesn't really matter anymore as long as they are dead. Anyways, I helped myself get the loot.


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