thanks to. to everyone that read this book it my story no matter what I going to am going to make it now everyone is grown and now I got grandkids I am ow I am free of everyone I always been doing for everyone else and now I am worry about me God said it's ok to start living now just be happy to be in God Grace now I am going through this time God showed me that he got more for me alot people who got to fake it that the relationship that will be in a loving relationship with someone who has a good life 💞 to be honest with me and my family and friends ❤️ and the kids are so cute and I love them all so much and they have to be there for because I was seen so much hate he told me he got love this time for me sometimes you have to let go. o f I mean to be will be back you don't have to parttake the same as always but I keep things real in life but when God shown me so much last year it amazing he showed me all my haters 🤣🤣😭😭 all people I helped I thank God for him people like family and friends and kids that don't still take love 💕💖 no matter what I still have me and I just pray for everyone and keep on going life is beautiful and i am going to do my best for the love for my children and myself I been through a lot of things and