Like that, everyday there was someone there who wanted their pains to end...hoping they can escape..but I stopped them because I know that their problem can still be solved...but no one will be able to do it for me, no way I could let out all this pain..being bullied everyday, my siblings fighting and hurting me, my parents fighting,drinking and smoking. My fake friends who betrayed me many times, my friend who stole my boyfriend away from me and my teachers scolding me for everything and everyone just wants me to disappear...everyone telling me ti wait and wait..then what? wait again? I just can't take it anymore...

then I met this girl with a blue jacket, she has the same pains as me for the first time I felt understood..

"I just want to stop these scars every time I go home...that's why I came up here instead to end all my pains..."

and I can't believe what I said next..

"hey dont do it please.."

AHHH WHAT TO DO!? no matter how much I try I can never stop this girl!!! I dont have a reason for her to stop since I came up here as well for the same reason!!! I dont know what to do!!! From all the things ive encountered, from all the stories ive heard..this is new, this is the first time I can't give a reason anymore....

she stared at me with her black eyes and my tears started pouring down

"please..just go away..your pitiful expression is too painful..."

"I guess today is not my day really.."

and then she disappeared...

"now this time...no one can interfere, I'm taking off my shoes..placing the paper beside it,in that paper lies all my feelings and the pains ive felt, hoping that the person who wants ti end their pains next will find this paper and stop ending their life... taking off my glasses and my blue jacket, with the wind blowing on my short hair this short girl will now jump and escape from the pains...



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