Ours was a long distance relationship. We met only for 5 times in 5 years and I have been waiting for him for the past 2 years to meet but now he doesn't want to see me. My whole time waiting for him has wasted. He left me and I'm alone sitting and crying in my bed holding my own hands thinking that I'm not alone. It hurts, and I'm not sure I will get past through this. Praying hard for strength to pull myself together because I trusted that person more than anything in my life and pictured future, but now it will be just me rowing the boat of sadness in the sea of sorrow.