How do I make it known to you that I love you?
why have you decided to leave me? I hope this will convince you to stay.
We have so many memories together, we have sacrificed a lot for each other,I'm literally crying at the thought of loosing you.
So if you go what next? I know life goes on but the vacuum in my heart will never be filled .
knowing that no amount of gifts,money or friends can replace your presence in my life alone is scary.Please don't leave me with just memories,Please don't carry on with this selfish thought.
You've become a part of my life already and one I'm afraid to loose at that,I've learnt a lot from you both consciously and unconsciously.
Remember the times we cried,laughed,fought sang ,played argued and gisted,can that honestly be replaced?
If you think even for a second that in my next life I'll meet you again then that's a lie because even that version of you would be fake .
Dearest,please let's grow old together .No matter how bad life treats us never forget that we ride together and we die together.
I can't guarantee that if you decide to live life would be easy on you ,I can't guarantee you that you won't cry againand most especially I can't guarantee you the happiness you want but you know what ever you are going through someone has gone through it before ,the only difference is handle it and I know that you are strong so why give up now knowing fully well that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
You are one in a million, I mean where would I find another you on the face of the earth.
Can you please put yourself in my shoes for a moment, can you please consider my feelings. Imagine the tables were turned how would you feel, scared right?
Loosing you would be disastrous ,I know my world wouldn't be the same without you because it got better when I met you.
The love I have for you overshadows my fear of loosing you,I will not forgive you if you kill yourself.
Do you know the worst feeling after loosing a loved one ? Its the one you get when you leave your house ,your room ,your comfort zone to the outside world and you discover that the world is still moving ,that everyone else irrespective of their issues is trying to survive ,trying to move on ,trying to live you know and that nobody even notices that you lost a loved one .At that point you'd want to scream your lungs out ,you'd want to run a thousand miles ,you'd be mad at how every one else isn't wallowing in their deapair or yours,you'd want the world to stop moving ,you'd want people to feel what you feel and know that it isn't easy and then what, you'd have to watch how everyone heals and pretend that everything's fine.
Well I for one knows that I can literally run mad if I loose you and the world goes on.
please don't leave me with memories of your smile,laughter, scent,and all our adventures together ,Please don't.
I need you,the world needs you and we can't keep on loosing good people like you,If we can help it don't you think we should try.
so please stay and remember that I love you,now always and forever.
What if I am the suicidal friend
#lifechangingcontest

Ulom benita❤

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