My boyfriend and i had a fight. He asked me if i could let him go because he have feelings for someone new. I just nodded and left him. I was speechless. How can he easily have feelings for someone when we already went through lots of things together. My mind is messed up. The pain i feel in my heart is none like before. I can't go home with this kind of feelings or else i'll release my anger on someone who didn't do me wrong. So i went to this park, where i usually go with him. That place is the only place i can think of. Its rather painful, the memories made me cry. A few minutes later, a blind man sat beside me, he asked "what happened to you girl? "
Then i said " i broke up with my boyfriend this morning."
" Do you think you strong? " He asked me again. And i said "no im not. "
He took off his black glasses and show me his eyes. His left eyes was blue and the other was red. I'm amazingly shocked. "I may be a blind man. I dont know how you look like but believe me, you are a beautiful girl and you are spectacularly strong. " He said while trying to reach for my hand. So i reach for his warm hand. " you dont know that, if i'm beautiful why would he leave me. " i said to him.
" Beauty isnt always about sexy butt or fancy clothes or even having a pretty face. Its the way you talked, the way you walked and.. the way you behave. " He then brushed his finger across my cheek. "Girl, you are strong. Why i said this? Because look at you.. where are u now, you didnt try to suicide. A strong women never cries for a man and beg him to stay when you know that he really wanted to leave. So you strong enough to let him go and clever enough to walk away. "
I grasped his hand harder than i could and thank him for his advice. But the fact that he will only be a mere memory to me drive me to tears. " but why do i cry " i asked the old man with a crack voice.
And he said. " crying is an ordinary thing for humans like us. We have feelings and our feelings hit us harder then we can imagine. Crying doesnt shows our weaknesses , it doesnt make us look weak. Crying is where your eyes speak when your mouth cannot. " i was touched hearing those. I never heard those before from anyone. " but dont hate anything, dont hate yourself, him, and the experience that shaped you. There are many more things that is worth fighting for but as far as i could see, Its not him. " He said
With a sad heart, i smiled. I look away and i wipe my own tears and when i look beside me. He dissapeared. But who is that, who is that wise man with beautiful eyes, who understand what i feel, a voice in my ear that change the way i think. Who is that?



He may be blind but he can see me through with his red blue blind eyes. See.. People with perfect eyes doesnt mean he's not blind. So dont judge yourself from anyone perspective. You are beautiful and amazingly strong. Dont be a woman who need men, be a woman who man needs.

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