I could hear my breath, it was very heavy with the weight of thousands of thoughts.I was running as fast as i could and wishing some of thoughts would leave my soul , i was tired of their weight. Kept running till i broke down at some random alone place on the top of mountain and started crying as loud as i could. Then i saw a street dog was comming around, i got scared that if it would bite i will have to jump from here.... but sudden a voice came from inside me telling the dog to go away i felt i was speaking but i was not.... and the dog went,i realised i was feeling quit light after crying ,then taking one stick in my hand i sat there with no thoughts.
After a while i regained my conciousness looking at my watch realised that it has been two hours since i am sitting here. A light wind touched my cheeks i felt a fresh coldness of it. In my thoughtless mind a voice talking to me said "you have two ways .. the first way is where you know how things could go with you but you always feel something is missing,you are stable ..very stable yet you escape from reality and crave for something missing... and the second way where you never imagined yourself but you feel a fresh wind is calling you, don't know is it your's or not but somewhere you want to walk where every second of your life is an adventure, and deep down you are an adventurous person, you scare if that would bad then how badly you would regret of the very first way you didn't choose."while talking to me i felt the clarity of the reason i was crying for ...but yet i was so scared which way to choose. When i felt so secured with the first way of my life then why my destiny gave me the chance of another at this point of life, another drop of tear i could feel on my cheeks, but this was the time i had to choose one, this was the call of my destiny.
© sakshi jha🌼🍁