I gave almost everything of mine ....but still it wasn't enough.....believe me....you make me feel like ..I'm nothing....I know I was difficult and poor in love...but was a fool that I was keep trying to make myself better....and I kept trying till it get too much...I knew it was toxic...I knew it wasn't right...but ....I kept trying ....with a hope ...it would be different this time.....constantly fighting the battle over whether it is love or lust?

If it was love ....why the relation gets messed up....after breakup I feel like I 'm nothing ....zero value....but like a fool ....I waited...but no one returned...still I 'm left with all the pain ....and just said ...try to move on. ...I 'm not expecting you to understand me..... ....okay....go ahead ......judge me.....I thought if I loose you...I have no body.....who want to live the life like a lonely person?...but see .....I'm alone....don't know about you.

To the time where I forced myself to believe you.....when you apologise..even though I know ...you are lying...because at that moment I wanted you...I wanted you to see my love ....love isn't that what you see on TV...this is like it is...this is the reality....but you know I couldn't said anything ....and ...I can't say anything to you....expect "God bless You" .
© singhanuj