I was a virgin, and he loved me even though I couldn't have sex with him, or so I thought.
He'll always demand it but I always thought he was playing around, I mean, I've always told him, when I feel it's the right time I'll let go, and I trusted him enough to respect my decision, and he did and I guess that made my love grow immensely for him, until this day... "Hey, I think we'll be better of as friends, let's break up" he texted, honestly speaking, let's say I kind of expected it, our relationship wasn't so great at the time, but I loved him still and I was sad but he was right, I can't give him what he wanted and I guess love meant sex to him. "yeah sure, I agree with you" I replied him shaking and hoping I had not made the wrong choice, probably I should have begged or told him I still loved him but I sent that anyways and he replied "really, you think so, I was just messing around but if you're fine with it then I guess we should break up "... I was confused for a while, why would he mess around with such a thing? , and if he was truly messing around, why did he say it's over? , I'm the victim here why is he trying to turn this around?, was this his plan all along? , i couldn't read his facial expression to know if...