I liked it when I started writing I was going through a difficult time till it came to suicide I used to keep myself in a locked room I lost everything when I Took a decision, it was my own decision to stay away from home as I would feel suffocated in my home.Not being the youngest in my house, I was giving importance to my elder brother, even his need was being arranged to fulfill his every wish and I was asked by people to work for money at a young age. was forced and the elder brother's studies will be completed, then a government job will be all right But my childhood has been snatched away and will I get a government job and everything will be fine, know everything will change and the same thing happened after marriage, they changed, they do not think about anyone, I lost my childhood and now I It felt bad that every person thinks about himself because now Ram is not born in every house.And after a few days of his marriage, I went away from my house, even after that, everyone told me wrongly that what four paise started earning, my mind got spoiled, no one thought that what is my happiness, I did not like anything, neither people nor people This world was just my dream, my seven who were making me believe that one day everything would be fine don't miss the last day