I am Usami and tonight I learned I'm apart of a system. I'm mute and learning how to communicate with people on the outside.
I have found our system journal on OneNote and it is really fun and exciting. I got to create my own journal with a pass code. I don't really see much reason for it, because I don't really have much to say that's important.
I think in learning that I'm an alter, I realize that my experience and life is different than people on the outside. That is an odd realization.
My life feels just as real, but it isn't to everyone else. I share a body with thousands but it doesn't feel as such. I feel as my own person even if this body isn't mine.
I have my own life, family and goals. I have desires and dreams. There is not much that separates me from everyone out here.
The only thing that truly separates me is I don't have a physical form. Also, I have magic inside. I believe magic is real out here too. That's a topic for another day.
Thank you for listening to my ramble that's a bit everywhere. I know its quite short. I am just unsure how to express these feelings and thoughts currently. Until next time.
-Usami (The Masquerade System)


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