I noticed it seemed like all I had to write centered around pain ,hurt etc etc and I started to feel like ah ahn is there nothing positive happening that I can choose above the negative ...I'm still learning how to nor drown in my feelings , negative ones I mean ,I'm learning how to choose Jesus above grief ,pain ,yes there is so much good in the world but right now it seems like nothing but the pesty, annoying, painful are thrown my way to deal with but even as I write this I realize that it's not thrown for me to deal with ,I'm not alone in this Jesus is with me in it helping me sort it out .Even though I don't want to take His solution because the people responsible for causing me so much pain wouldn't even feel anything and there's a very high possibility they won't change and would cause me even more pain after I sort out the one this one ...I want to let go of the anger for me but these people should at least get bricks stoned to their heads ...not to death but to pain , something similar to what they've put me through ....
I'm sorry Jesus ,I want to be like you but how do I say father forgive them for they don't know what they're doing when I know they know what they're doing .. we're not children 🙂
HURT THEM TOO ,ALL I WANT .
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