It's 4 a.m. in the morning you're lying on your bed listening to songs then you hear this song and in that very moment you get lost in the music, you feel each and every line of that particular song, you remember all the last things, the conversations you had, people you met, plans you made, moments you can't ever forget, it all leaves you nostalgic.
The song starts .....
"Alvida yaara alvida, ho rahe tumse hum juda, le chale saare ghum tere khush rahe tu sada .
tumse bhi ziyada hogi ab yaariyan pyaariyan hum dono ki hai apni apni lahariyan ab haste haste tumpe le khushiyaan wariyaan "
You imagine the time you broke up with your bestest friend, you start to feel all those emotions once again, how you told them that even if we part no matter what you'll always be there for them as their friend. I know you said goodbye in some random chat but deep down you wanted to hug them tight and tell them not to leave , you wanted to remind him all those crazy stuffs you both did. You told them to be happy no matter what and if they feel this ending will bring them peace so it's all right cause at least it will end their sorrows.
You know that the moment ,the feeling ,the emotions you've shared with them are far more precious that them or anything else. You also know the truth that they left you
" Marz bhi hai deti ,Chain bhi hai deti
Dard bhi hai deti ,Jaan bhi hai leti
YAARIYAAN".
Your first break up you're crying in a corner of your room, you feel like your world is going to end then you see someone coming up to you with your favourite chocolates and ice creams,it was them, they are their for you in your lows. You told them you were blessed to be with them and you found a home in them where there is only peace love care trust..
But now you see that it was all past, Right now you are sitting here all alone. you keep hearing the song and feel something heavy in your heart, the thought running in your mind tear you apart. As all the memories come in your sight you feel tears rolling down your cheeks.
You understand that friendship something entirely different, it can take you on top of the world and make you fly like a bird but on other hand it can bury you deep down in the earth
" Hai jeene ko jaane ko na koi rasta Tanhaiyon se hoga ab dil ka rasta hum khud ki khud ko kar denge lapata."
You sit there still no word out of your mouth, your soul is crushing down, you realised how you faced the END, and till now you are stuck with their memories. You remember about the time you tried making new friends thinking it will help you move on but no you still are the same person with same feelings for them.You know you really can't ever get over them cause now they've become a part of you..
" Maan le tu aise hai zara bhole se jante hai vase hai nibhani kaise YAARIYAAN "
After all this you still say it's all okay and live with the pain in your heart. Even though you have parted , every year you're the first one to wish them on their birthdays , you congrat them for their success cause that's how you keep the bond and not let it die completely.
Now you know forever can be a number of days,but end of the day you accept it that friendship is the best bond ever formed between two people.
The song ends yet you keep humming :-
" Marz bhi hai deti, chain bhi hai deti,
dard bhi hai deti , jaan bhi hai leti,
YAARIYAAN......
― Sameya

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