l spend a life time blaming self for want others done to me, asking self why wont these lady love me. Truth is if some leave you, tell the universe you'll never love again. Hand of faith close the door of you meeting someone special. We sometime cause more pain to ourself, by been in sad an terriably place. The one who wreck your life is have the time of his are her live. While you waste time holding onto the toxic love the give onto you. Hey dont feel bad i myself do the same thing hold onto extremely bad pain. Release your mind of all pain past present an...