It seem like I never thought would about it but sometimes I felt that it wasn't a love it just a lust . Might be I am wrong to judge things like that but I don't know what to conclude at the end . But I also wanted to be loved by someone it really works some years but not much more is going on. We never thought it will end up like this but that how it going .
We have to accept the fact always we seem that it was love but you should question your self isn't was love or a lust. Everytime I question about my past journey that I had learnt alot of things. But when ever I think about it I used to say him I love you so much.
But he never reply to it . I thought might be he doesn't like it every time to say . But who knows what is really the fact is .As you thinking what I want to say exactly. Right!!!
Just think about it a realtion where two persons constantly want to work up on that realtion but it doesn't work for them . Might be some reason should be there . I remembered about my last realtion with this guy whom I was dating . Since I started feeling to know eachother well but we end up in fighting and then what we ended up in the bed .. that really not so fixed . We thought it wasn't our love but it was lust thing.
I want to share one more story that I know
One of my friend was in relationship ohh not that love one but the lust one . That you heard right it was a friends with benefits kind of realtion . How people can go so far like no feeling but still fuck each other "that too weird . But people make choices not to be in love kind of realtion.
After all this marriage that people do then it wasn't work between them . But they pretend to live happy forever but it really they want to be like this . No I mean I have seen some of peoples can't stay like this they prefer to be in open realtion that so strange but they end of like this they don't want to show their children or their people whom they loved . I really think how people prefer like this to stay not being love but to being lusted . What do you prefer a love or a lust??