The only option I had was to become one with pain , to give it home and let it run its course at the time it seems the only option I had. I become num I locked all the hurt down inside my heart , even though I was screaming so loud on the inside I was very good at hiding the scars . It become my truth I was no longer able to fight it , I had many questions with no answers all this was happening within . Each day become a drag because even though I was live , I was good as dead on the inside. Life had no better meaning because all I knew was hardship and sorrow, it felt as if I was born for it because of how it even become to suit me . From day to day I become to embrace it , there's no...