It's been a month since we got married and during that month I and Johnny were on our honeymoon. It was so much fun and we would have stayed longer but Crystal told us that something bad was going to happen soon so we came back early.

Right now I'm recording a video of me singing my new song Happiness (by Wingtip) because if Johnny dies then after 18 yrs I'm following. We won't be there physically to meet our son's mate so I recorded a video for him and his mate to watch. I know once Johnny is dead I won't really be able to be how I am now so I'm doing it now.

Once I was done I went to see if Johnny was done with his videos, then we took Crystal to find a place to...