I was still sleepy when I partially opened my eyes. The first sight was him, his masculine, virile body looking attractive under the white sheets. He was slowly snoring. There was still a sore feeling in between my legs. I had just lost my virginity the previous night, and I had a strange feeling in my conscience. I felt newly formed, but still lost. The feeling was still vivid in my memory. Penetration of his huge manhood into my vulva had caused excruciating pain at first, but as he went on thrusting slowly, pain evaded and adamant pleasure took over. I glanced at his masculine body and recalled how I had screamed in pleasure holding it. I moved out of bed and stood next to the window. It was extremely cold outside. Droplets of water could be seen on the window glasses. I looked at the surroundings and compared them with my situation. I had decided to move on with the love journey, walk with the one I had finally chosen, trail through the ups and downs of that expedition filled with both honey and alloes. I wanted him to stay inside me, for lifetime and eternity.
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I had met Adams two years ago, in a swimming competition held and sponsored by Nyali beach Hotel, Diani. He approached me and offered an ice cream after a brief talk of introduction. I liked him instantly, just with the first word he spoke with his enticing baritone voice. He was profoundly handsome and attractive. This made me feel insecure in his presence. He was surrounded by a group of very beautiful and sexy girls. He could choose anyone he wanted. His focus on me resulted into huffs and whispers of remonstrances from other girls. I seemed to be the odd one out, with my new swimming costume, since all other ladies were in alluring bikinis which fully exposed their shapely body figures. He asked me for a date after we had exchanged phone numbers, and my response was obviously no. I could not trust him, despite restraining the feeling of falling in love at the first sight.
We parted mysteriously, as I watched him disappearing in...