I sit in the dark and just think to myself. I know I'm not a hundred percent perfect nobody's perfect. But why cannot I just do anything right well it feels that way anyway. I sit in the dark just think why did I lose the love of my life and the only woman that always made sure I had what I needed. I sit and think to myself. Lord why me. Why do you have to put all these bad things on a young adult I don't understand... Please for the love of Jesus Christ let me figure out the answers to all my questions so I can move on with life..