I'm struggling a lot the past few months.
The pandemic made it even worst.
I'm having a lot of headaches.
I can't sleep at night no matter how I tried.
I always felt tired waking up in the morning.
Sometimes I would eat a lot.
There are times I don't eat at all.
I'll just stay in my room.
Cry when I want too.
And write.........I write a lot.
I don't care about the likes.
I don't seldom respond to comments.
I'll just write.....write......write......
Writing is my way of not hurting myself.
One pschologist told me to make a journal.
This is my journal.
When I started a few years back on IG.
I felt good, I made friends.
It does help a lot.
Now even if I'll keep on writing.
My thoughts is turning negative sometimes.
So decided to write even more.....more....more..

© Kalingayan Bayani