"She still loves me." "He can't do this by himself, there must be something which forced him." "She cannot leave me." And what not!
Ever felt so devastated that you start avoiding the truth, just unsee it immediately, and start making your own perceptions about the situation you are into. And when are you gonna stop doing this, till when are you gonna push yourself into thinking whats merely just in your own personal world.
Pain, darkness, sorrow, cold, and every evil thing confineds you. You cannot see anything but just a dead soul, dead soul looking for something which can soothe it. We lie to ourselves just to supress the pain. We achieve a temporary relief, and often forget that hurt is like a sticky chewing gum, it will want you to never get rid of it. But we have to make a big jump, make a big gulp, and let it go. Whats gone is gone. What happened is right before your eyes, you know it you've seen it. They won't come back.

Reason of their going away, untold and unknown yet.💛