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a path to follow
we both gave us a smile but my heart could sense the actual agony showering right through that moment
good byes are painful I have only heard it from people but now unfortunately I can finally feel it , I can feel it how it's rushing straight to my heart starts exuviating
there was an article about heartbreaks I read on Google You may feel broken heart syndrome symptoms within minutes up to hours after the stressful event. The release of stress hormones temporarily stuns your heart muscle, producing symptoms similar to a typical heart attack.
woah so it actually feels like slowly dying
And with each step he is taking he is slowly moving away , and now a little further away
isn't it funny! a part of me is still hoping he will turn back and we will get back together
But life is harsh Atleast for me right now
as his presence is slowly vanishing away from my eyes I can't stop but think what could he be thinking right now
I feel like my legs are frozen
It will sound funny but I want to stand at this exact place for ever till my body and mind submerge
I am now heading back to my house
my home has been taken away by him
It's raining
But I don't have him to cherish the sound of raindrops with me
I see people with blurred faces everywhere walking to their home
there's something unearthly about this evening
there's a flock of geese walking by the lake
But they are not making me feel what I used to feel after watching them
I am numb
that's what love does to you
no it's actually the actions that comes underneath it that damages the core
I see kids playing around
I see people walking by with a good mood
isn't it so inspiring
We as living beings get to feel the most lovable yet cruelest feelings in the world
not every face I encounter are in a good mood
some might be going through a lot
or some might be having the best day of their life
nature takes it all
When we were kids and used to get injured while playing it used to feel so bad that we won't be able to play for few upcoming days
But these few days were necessary to get back on our feet
well eventually things fall into place and it's not just because I am saying it it's the nature's law
And I'll be okay
We all need those few days to get back on our feet again and
as they say enjoy the heartbreak while you can
I feel like holding a hand of hope
with a smile is a good start




© Saanvi Shandilya