I feel lost and confused, overwhelmed and used, abandon me pretend u need me, feel I'm all alone so how am I to blame for the nightmare I been living,I invest from the start, to learn what I can't trust no body, still I am to blame, this is the shit you say cos I don't believe a word anyone got to say , ever felt so hurt so alone, like it's all a dream cos everything is going wrong, this I fear it's my last try,I've given my all and still I'm not even though for me, how could I be enough for him, he must be insane if he loves this crazy, Its a lucid dream, my world I can see my own mistakes, I'm floating above my body I'm unatatched, everything around me ain't existing no more, I feel I'm creating a hole a secret place I ain't been before,my soul is levitating but my body is on the floor, I see the light, I'm nearly through to the other side I'll let u know what it is like when I see u come home too

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