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the broken heart
it's .. the love
the real love always make your heart hurts , and that's what just happened to the hero of this story ..

Apanop .. it's his name , he is 19Y and he is so clever and .. great man but the only bad thing in his mind is how is the girls looking for him because he is not that sexy man and beautiful ..

he tried to be good one by his thinking and tried to do the best things like .. knowing too much information about a weird things like the space , hacking , the horror things , music and he tried to be a broadcast , he just tried to be .. different


he is 19Y and he tried to search about his girl in this time .. who will love his mind and his thinking and who will not looking for his looking ..


he tried to use his love with all the people and in his real life he doesn't have any friends , A real friends & his family don't care about him too much .. he tried to make his family in the internet and let the unknown people his life ..


for sure he tried to keep talking about the space , hacking , his favorite movie "Marvel" .. and his weird mind with his thinking but you know the people don't care about that .. they care about how is the man is look like & his money

he just hated himself after that .. all the people ignoring him & ignoring his stupid mind .. that's what the people said to him exactly
- you are the worst guy I have ever seen in my whole life
- you are so stupid man , fuck off
- go away and keep talking to yourself
- you are not a normal person I think you are a monster

he changed his life .. he started to be a real monster and started to hack anyone in his list , he joined in a bad squad from the deep web and stared to be the worst hacker .. hacking banks , his family , his friends in his college .. like A real MONSTER

he tried to keep searching about his love again because he started to be good man again and hated this bad life .. wanted someone to love him and show him how he is a good one and useful and .. show him the real love that he didn't feel in his whole life ..

Mariam , the name of his gf who just finally .. understood him and loved him with his the worst side before his good side .. loved him more than his mother and started to hug his thinking , mind , words and everything in him

he loved her as much as anyone can think .. more than himself & started to be like her father and more & taking care about her ..

after 3 month from this new point in his life .. she started to go away , leaving more and more .. and he is dying slowly without her

he cried a lot and told her
- please .. please mariam stay with me I will kiss ur legs just please! please you changed me to be a good one .. I swear if you leaved me I will kill myself with the worst way I swear! I love you .. I can't I .. can't leave you or let you leave me alone , I'm .. dying 💔


she said ..
- look .. I can't because I'm Muslim and you are not , my family will not accept you to live with me .. I love I swear I do but this is our destiny .. sorry Apanop .. 💔

and she is just leaved him alone like all the people .. she took his soul with her and his heart

now he is A crazy one and started to talk himself and make a conversation and keep crying for a long time and sometimes for a days when he start to remember her ..


he still waiting for her and he have a hope that she will come back for him and he is crying on her picture and her voice everyday .. he loved her from the internet but he loved her more than all the people in real life with her ..

write now he is sleeping in his small dark room and keep crying & crying from this people who ignoring him and when he started to keep talking to them they block him in the internet or leaving him in real life talking to himself ..

he tried to kill himself for 10 times after his love ..

he have a hope in his girl & in her love for him and he know that she will come back , without her .. he is dying from inside , but he still keep laughing like a crazy one .. and keep hiding his bain with his fake smile .. in his mirror

that's it the story of this man Apanop ..

- THE BROKEN HEART