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A True Failure - broken heart
He was broken. The girl he loved was gone. The girl whom he thought his world cheated on him. She didn't understand how much he loved her. She did say, she loved him. She did cry for him when he left her with tears but did she love him?

Just when he was in heartbreak. He met an old friend. He was never close with this friend. His friend, she was cold and intelligent. He never really talked to her for more than two words. He wanted to use her to overcome his heartbreak. He talked with her, cried and vented his anger and pain. She listened but he never knew what she felt. He promised to love and did try to love her but he failed. He cried at the reminder of past. He cried whenever the he remembered his past lover.

He knew he didn't move on. He knew he was giving hopes for this girl. So he started breaking those hopes even though he knew it hurt her. He broke into pieces whenever he said those words. He saw her innocence. She was nothing alike his past lover. She was innocent. He thought he can't use her. He realized he can't betray her. He was in love with their friendship.

He relayed on her everytime he felt pain. He rejected her with words everytime she sparked hope for them. He knew she was in love with him, deeply and madly. He was surprised that she liked him even before he wanted her to be his.

He wants this too. He wants this girl too. He wants her small motivation and shoulder all life but he feared love now. What if it turned out like last time? He pushed himself to edge and blamed himself for everything. He made his mind and heart bleed for that past lover.

He cried day and night for love. The love he deserves but was not ready to risk it.

He was scared of loving now. Love was maybe a dangerous game. It ruins the peace just like rain which over pours the ground.
He started to build but just like a broken soul. He distanced himself from that friendship and just stayed broken. Though no one knew he was broken, he knew that girl was always ready to lend her shoulder for him. He was lucky yet unlucky in love.


© Akshaiya

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