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Love Infinite (20)
Episode 20 :- Feeling of Love seeing your Love
Previously Shanaya reaches her house and talks to Abhimanyu while both of them were hesitating to call each other. Indra comes home and shanaya becomes anxious seeing him.
She tried to sleep but couldn't because of remembering that Indra is also here, his presence around her frightens her. She closed her eyes and tried to empty her brain, reminding herself that now she isn't young, if he does something then she can deal with him. Even other family members are there, nothing to be worried. Saying all this to herself, she fell asleep but then started to see a nightmare where her maternal uncle Indra is abusing Shanaya. She sees that she is pleading him to leave her but then he drags her by her legs into a dark room, shanaya sees herself crying in pain and fear and sees him being cruel towards her. She sees herself bleeding on head and her leg sprained. Her wrist is being slit by him, he was acting like a complete psychopath. She wakes up from the dream in fear and was about to scream but holds her mouth. She was breathless and ran out to the rooftop. She was feeling better and felt blank. She was thoughtless for a while and wasn't able to think anything. She saw her hands and pictured them being slit. She said to herself that I still can't get ahead of this. Is this because I couldn't prove his wrongdoings. I get panicked for many reasons related to my past. She then sat on the sofa kept there. She tried to calm herself. She then came down, drank water. She then roamed about the house. She came near Indra's room, the place that haunted her the most in her house. Most of them times he abuses her in his room. She kept her hand on the door's handle in order to open it, but she felt anxious and couldn't muster up the courage to open it. She then walked to her father's room, she saw him and came near him. She said to him while he was asleep, why couldn't you just believe me for once? you could've just believed me for the sake that I am your daughter. look what I am now, fearless in front of the world, fearful when alone. I get scared by just thinking about my past, I get panic attacks, whom getting treated also seems like nightmare. She sees her father moving and decided to leave from there but he held her by her hand and asked why aren't you asleep yet? are you not able to sleep? Shanaya replied yeah, I am back after so long that now I am not used to my bed. He said but there is one bed you can never leave getting used to. She said which bed? He sat and raised his legs forward. He then patted on his thighs indicating that this bed. She smiled and said whom do you take me for? He replied my little doll!! She exclaimed ohh!! How cheesy! He pulled her. She slept beside him keeping her head on his lap. Heoved his hand around her hair and forehead. She could feel the warmth that she longed for. She cherished that moment. She said I really needed it. He responded I know. She asked him to lie down as she just wants to hold his hand and fall asleep.
Shaurya :- Why don't you start the treatment?
Shanaya :- So you heard me?
Shaurya :- I am sorry that you are suffering like this.
Shanaya :- It's fine, but it won't help as long as you don't believe me. Treatment involves remembering those events and talking about it with someone. I panic while remembering it and I don't have anyone to confide in.
Shaurya :- I wish you find one.
Shanaya :- I don't want one now. I had one long back but I lost him. Since then I don't want to have one. I am happy like this. I will help myself. Don't worry. Time will heal this as well the way it healed our differences. She then falls asleep. She was in deep sleep but didn't let his hands go. He liked it that she had held onto his hands. He felt sorry for her, he tried to take his hand out but she didn't let it go, he understood that she wasn't able to sleep because she had a panic attack and she's still scared. So he let her hold his hand. His brother came in with his wife and were delighted to find shanaya sleeping there peacefully. Shaurya signed them to come in quietly. They told him that you are enjoying the scene all alone. He said I was about to call you even if you were sleeping as I know you would for her come no matter what you are doing. They said that she's holding onto your hand so tightly. What's wrong? He told them about her panic attacks. They both also felt sorry. Shaurya asks them to help him to make shanaya sleep comfortably by keeping her head on bed as he can't do it with one hand. They took out the pillows as Shanaya doesn't sleep on pillow. Saksham and Anjali moved their hand on her head and kissed her forehead lovingly and went to their room wishing shaurya good night. Shaurya also kissed her forehead lovingly and slept beside her letting her sleeping holding his hand.
Next day, Shanaya woke up late and came down seeing her family instructing the house helps. She found the mansion decorated. They informed her about a Pooja held today for her well being. Her aunt asks her to wear the dress kept in her room. She goes and finds an ethnic dress, shanaya usually wears formals or casual tops and bottoms or skirts. But doesn't wear ethnic dress that usually. She wore a white Churidaar as the Pooja was being devoted to Lord Shiva. All her family members including Shanaya were great Devotees of Lord Shiva. She dressed up well and came down. She looked very beautiful and gorgeous in the attire. While she was coming down, her family saw her and were mesmerized by her beauty.
Shaurya :- She is looking so pretty.
Saksham :- You are right. She is looking very beautiful.
Anjali :- The attire doesn't suit her but she suits to it. She looks great in every attire.
She comes down, takes blessings from all three, Indra was also standing there but then she walked away. She saw Abhimanyu coming and rubbed her eyes. She said to herself, Am I missing him that I am able to see him here....Oh no. He walked to her and greeted her. She used his finger and touched near his heart and sensed that she is not imagining. He said I am here only, you are not imagining. I was invited by your father. She turned back and asked him, he replied yes by nodding his head and she reacted in disappointment. But inside she was very happy to see him, she found it difficult to pretend to be disappointed by seeing him while she was very pleased. She walked away smiling and he noticed her smile. He said to himself, thank God I am not the only one who felt this way. I was totally lost when I saw her coming down from stairs. She looks superbly gorgeous. Thank God I didn't embarass myself but she surely feel awkward when she realizes that she poked me to confirm whether I am her imagination or not. He smiles looking at her and she avoids the eye contact. Her family notices their moment and go to plan something to confirm their suspicions.
#feelingoflove #loveandlove #real
@BlissBeyoutiful
© Bhoomish
Previously Shanaya reaches her house and talks to Abhimanyu while both of them were hesitating to call each other. Indra comes home and shanaya becomes anxious seeing him.
She tried to sleep but couldn't because of remembering that Indra is also here, his presence around her frightens her. She closed her eyes and tried to empty her brain, reminding herself that now she isn't young, if he does something then she can deal with him. Even other family members are there, nothing to be worried. Saying all this to herself, she fell asleep but then started to see a nightmare where her maternal uncle Indra is abusing Shanaya. She sees that she is pleading him to leave her but then he drags her by her legs into a dark room, shanaya sees herself crying in pain and fear and sees him being cruel towards her. She sees herself bleeding on head and her leg sprained. Her wrist is being slit by him, he was acting like a complete psychopath. She wakes up from the dream in fear and was about to scream but holds her mouth. She was breathless and ran out to the rooftop. She was feeling better and felt blank. She was thoughtless for a while and wasn't able to think anything. She saw her hands and pictured them being slit. She said to herself that I still can't get ahead of this. Is this because I couldn't prove his wrongdoings. I get panicked for many reasons related to my past. She then sat on the sofa kept there. She tried to calm herself. She then came down, drank water. She then roamed about the house. She came near Indra's room, the place that haunted her the most in her house. Most of them times he abuses her in his room. She kept her hand on the door's handle in order to open it, but she felt anxious and couldn't muster up the courage to open it. She then walked to her father's room, she saw him and came near him. She said to him while he was asleep, why couldn't you just believe me for once? you could've just believed me for the sake that I am your daughter. look what I am now, fearless in front of the world, fearful when alone. I get scared by just thinking about my past, I get panic attacks, whom getting treated also seems like nightmare. She sees her father moving and decided to leave from there but he held her by her hand and asked why aren't you asleep yet? are you not able to sleep? Shanaya replied yeah, I am back after so long that now I am not used to my bed. He said but there is one bed you can never leave getting used to. She said which bed? He sat and raised his legs forward. He then patted on his thighs indicating that this bed. She smiled and said whom do you take me for? He replied my little doll!! She exclaimed ohh!! How cheesy! He pulled her. She slept beside him keeping her head on his lap. Heoved his hand around her hair and forehead. She could feel the warmth that she longed for. She cherished that moment. She said I really needed it. He responded I know. She asked him to lie down as she just wants to hold his hand and fall asleep.
Shaurya :- Why don't you start the treatment?
Shanaya :- So you heard me?
Shaurya :- I am sorry that you are suffering like this.
Shanaya :- It's fine, but it won't help as long as you don't believe me. Treatment involves remembering those events and talking about it with someone. I panic while remembering it and I don't have anyone to confide in.
Shaurya :- I wish you find one.
Shanaya :- I don't want one now. I had one long back but I lost him. Since then I don't want to have one. I am happy like this. I will help myself. Don't worry. Time will heal this as well the way it healed our differences. She then falls asleep. She was in deep sleep but didn't let his hands go. He liked it that she had held onto his hands. He felt sorry for her, he tried to take his hand out but she didn't let it go, he understood that she wasn't able to sleep because she had a panic attack and she's still scared. So he let her hold his hand. His brother came in with his wife and were delighted to find shanaya sleeping there peacefully. Shaurya signed them to come in quietly. They told him that you are enjoying the scene all alone. He said I was about to call you even if you were sleeping as I know you would for her come no matter what you are doing. They said that she's holding onto your hand so tightly. What's wrong? He told them about her panic attacks. They both also felt sorry. Shaurya asks them to help him to make shanaya sleep comfortably by keeping her head on bed as he can't do it with one hand. They took out the pillows as Shanaya doesn't sleep on pillow. Saksham and Anjali moved their hand on her head and kissed her forehead lovingly and went to their room wishing shaurya good night. Shaurya also kissed her forehead lovingly and slept beside her letting her sleeping holding his hand.
Next day, Shanaya woke up late and came down seeing her family instructing the house helps. She found the mansion decorated. They informed her about a Pooja held today for her well being. Her aunt asks her to wear the dress kept in her room. She goes and finds an ethnic dress, shanaya usually wears formals or casual tops and bottoms or skirts. But doesn't wear ethnic dress that usually. She wore a white Churidaar as the Pooja was being devoted to Lord Shiva. All her family members including Shanaya were great Devotees of Lord Shiva. She dressed up well and came down. She looked very beautiful and gorgeous in the attire. While she was coming down, her family saw her and were mesmerized by her beauty.
Shaurya :- She is looking so pretty.
Saksham :- You are right. She is looking very beautiful.
Anjali :- The attire doesn't suit her but she suits to it. She looks great in every attire.
She comes down, takes blessings from all three, Indra was also standing there but then she walked away. She saw Abhimanyu coming and rubbed her eyes. She said to herself, Am I missing him that I am able to see him here....Oh no. He walked to her and greeted her. She used his finger and touched near his heart and sensed that she is not imagining. He said I am here only, you are not imagining. I was invited by your father. She turned back and asked him, he replied yes by nodding his head and she reacted in disappointment. But inside she was very happy to see him, she found it difficult to pretend to be disappointed by seeing him while she was very pleased. She walked away smiling and he noticed her smile. He said to himself, thank God I am not the only one who felt this way. I was totally lost when I saw her coming down from stairs. She looks superbly gorgeous. Thank God I didn't embarass myself but she surely feel awkward when she realizes that she poked me to confirm whether I am her imagination or not. He smiles looking at her and she avoids the eye contact. Her family notices their moment and go to plan something to confirm their suspicions.
#feelingoflove #loveandlove #real
@BlissBeyoutiful
© Bhoomish
