I let him go

It was not easy to see how far he's going
but I have no regrets because it was me who never wanted to be in a relationship

He felt something in me, he started giving me signs that he loves me and I know that he was in love with me but at that time I have no emotions for him neither I felt strange butterflies in my stomach. I was not mentally ready and one day he decided to leave me, that was the time when I realized that I was in love with him too. I cried and prayed a lot not for him but for me, that feeling was really strong, I started doing foolish things just to erase him from my life like writing his name on a page and throw it in the bin and many more.

Sometimes I thought NOW IT'S THE END but it was not the end.Now I'm at that point of my life where I can say that I have no feelings for him, I'm happy because he has found a girl and I can see how much he loves her, I'm not jealous instead I wish him well.Now it's the end for both of us

Last but not the least it's not about the person it's about vibes. And I believe one day I will also find that one person with whom I think I can spend my life, who will not just love me but I love him too. To whom I can show my childish side.