Where should I even start with the true meaning of the addict in me. I guess my experience started back when I thought I was going to die for the very first time, and I really mean the very first time forget about the cancer inside me I found at 13. I mean the very first time that my life was changed in a way I am only now wanting to deal with the affect it really had on my younger self. The first time that he had his way with my body and there was nothing I could do about in...