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Who am I?
Who am I? lately I've been wondering exactly that. I didn't really know who or what, I identify as. The words one could use to describe things I know about and things that I've done are really not 'who' I want to be. for instance, I have over 15 years of experience installing roofing material and other things in the roofing industry. Am I a roofer? because I don't wanna be, it's hard work and I'm tired. Hmm, I also currently work in an auto shop and know enough about what I'm doing that I don't need guidance. Am I a mechanic? I hope not. Unless I'm adding something to it to make it faster I don't want to work on it. Oh yeah, no I will not help you fix your car. let's see? I really enjoy doing illicit substance as much as possible. Am I an addict? I sure hope not, the meetings those people go to seem more than boring. I was married before and am no longer but the women I was with would tell me I'm a piece of shit? Am I a piece of shit? Damn! I don't know about you but I don't like this method of deduction trying to decide who I am. Maybe it's not something you choose. I think maybe it's something you just know. Hmm? I'm gonna try something, just stay with me.

Hey I'm Brandon, I'm confident, honest, blunt, sometimes funny and usually, always to much for one to handle. I'm creative and witty enough that if there were a battle of the witts, I would be the only one who showed up with a weapon to battle with. For my upbringing and background I'm fairly smart and have a solid work ethic. I always try my best to make sure that the words I say are true and that I don't mislead others. It's true that I've done some pretty shitty things to people who didn't deserve it. The mistakes of my past are not the building blocks of my future. I do keep those mistakes in mind so that the lesson being taught is the lesson getting learned. If I have an issue with you then you're fully aware of it. I will not pretend to like you for whatever reason. I respect others who are honest like me. even if they are saying some downright disrespectful nasty things to me, my respect will still be gained for just simply being straightforward with me...

Ooo, Ooo. it just hit me....

I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner. I've been called it a lot before. In more than one way too. they say 'he is who he is.' or 'with him, what you see is what you get.' and 'he just tells it how it is.' but I like it most when they say stuff like 'he's real, never fake.' and when they tell me that I'm genuine.

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