Teetering on the brink of sanity, with the sudden sensation of falling keeping me from fading off into drifts of illusionary solidarity manifesting elsewhere in the universe ultimately destroying the human condition within the matrix of self manifestation as photon partical projection. The cohesion of life once blinded how I perceived the eternal state ,not seeing the flux though fluxing as eternity ever in and ever out always room to grow and always room to shrink, the first thought I remember as a human and how disturbing it once was before I attained my impeccability of attitude, to be without that I would have ended this life, but now is time for enlightenment, now is time to break the cycle of our father's before us and be not the children of man but be the children of light, never knowing the darkness again, waking up from our of the abyss.