#MysteriousAwakening
Cutting through my jeans
the windshield in my face
I can feel glass inside my gums
...
I'm in incredible pain ...
...why am I numb...
Every breath ripping my chest through collapsed lungs...
...
My right arm wide open I can see my bones ...
...
I can hear the medics coming
as I lay in silence .
Grateful everyone else is alive
laying in the road ...
... clinging to a life I do not want
I close my eyes unable to remain conscious.
as the chaos arrives with the lights
.... I fall asleep holding onto my life....
blood and carnage .... shock
...
shivering on the melting asphalt
feeling my teeth ... not normally aligned
spraying life from open wounds
survivals greatest benefit
saving me from my self ...
...drowning in pain ....
living with stupid shit I do.
..... facedown and mangled ....
...Laid in rest...
waking up with support ..
..comfy In the cuffs...
under guard and stapled scars ..
...

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disposable stitches ...
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.. .... force fed straws
open my eyes ...
I come back right where I left off
....
wishing.....
....... I was gone