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Imperfect love |Part-3||Final Part|
Part-3

After some time, I participated in the college fest where I came to know that one of my senior had a crush on me. I never wanted o pursue that relation, but soon after, we started talking, she took me to a different world. She took the charge, leading or misleading me, I don't know. But, she was so upfront that she used to kiss me even inside the campus, while performing dance, while lunch break, or whenever she wanted to.
I was happy to know that finally some one likes me the way i am and that was one of the reason, I temporarily stayed in that relationship.
Another reason was that whenever I tried to state that am not comfortable with her - She used to say that she would cut her vein and commit suicide.
Just on the 4th day, after we knew each other - We went out for  a movie named aayari where we hardly got to know even the plot of the story. From the very beginning, she prompted me her intentions but I was in all my senses until that song was not played "mainu ishq tera le dooba" and after that even I don't know- what happened next?
We kissed throughout the movie and did the possible stuff.
Same continued for almost a month, in every single park of the city.
But! As you can sense it - my life is not as simple as it looks. The day when I came to know that she had strong relations with two three other guys that even I knew. I left her without stating a reason. Since! She was forcing me to tell that- what happened? I clearly stated her that - Am not that kind of guy who gets easily comfortable with bitches. Meanwhile, Her Semester ended and her degree was completed.So she left the college.
Literally! I miss the way, she used to treat me. She may be a slut but she used to tell me that undoubtedly I wasn't her first but i might be her last. But, Am typical orthodox villager, I couldn't digest the fact and I can challenge, not even a single man in india can do that, if it comes to long term relation. Yeah! No other stupid would miss that chance to have acasual relationship. But, I was not the one. Additionally, I never treated her like I wanted to escalate my time with her. I may not be having a large number of relations, I may not be very perfect, but I am always being honest in any form of relationship.

If you're seeking an end for this story, it's never happening. During the last month of college, I was together again, with that first girl, after giving a normal excuse that I thought that she was not interested. She replied - Same here.
Thenafter, We had great time together,
Aah Aah.....Great time not great 💬
Even my degree has been completed, and almost a year has passed, she still has the  same excuse and I am still having the same cause.

"Woh pehli nazar ki Mòhóbbat hai aur main kabhi naa khatam hone wala ìntezaar" 🌺🌺

Rest! Uncle not yet returned home.

And... It's
03:20 am
Wed, 29-April-2020

As per my suggestion, There is no moral of the story. But, you can extract, if you want to.
Just want to stop writing while listening to that song "haan tera intezaar hai, kahan karar hai, haan teri aas hi dil ko, haan beshumaar hai"....vayaan karun kaise....Tera intezaar hai"...!!"🌺🌺

Vishal Sharma