When you are apart of something that the older you get you wish you weren't apart of anymore and im sure everyone is wondering what it is..... its family but not like any ordinary family. My family is very dysfunctional and toxic especially my bio mom see i would call her my mom if she was really one to me but she isn't she hasn't been in my life really and she is a bad alcoholic and abusive i have tried to have a relationship with my mom but she always puts her boyfriend(s) before me and my siblings. I couldn't understand why she put boyfriend(s) before us kids when we needed her the most she always hurt us with her words and she left us i was 8 the first time she left and then she came back when i was 9 about to turn 10 but of course she didn't last that long she only lasted one day and left again and got a divorce with my dad around my 10th birthday then my sibling moved with her a couple years later and i lived with my dad and i visited my mom but she was never kind. She then left me again she moved to ohio while i lived in kentucky because her boyfriend got a job offer and this job paided ALOT of money and my mom hoped on that train really quick didn't even care she was leaving me behind because she already had her...