after college, I didnt applied for full time job.
it is the time when I have finished my study, but I feel inexperienced and not confident in corporate world. And in academic world. I just feel so so exhausted. I stayed at home, focused on chores, helping my parents , and spending my time indoors - learning aimlessly the arts and music as my hobby. [turns out, it isn't a waste of time, it just felt like it] it saves me from hehe depression.

While I'm having academic and secular break, I met some friends, who are community volunteers. They are attending and trying new things , and skills, and enrolling...