Sometimes I don't know where I'm going. This journey has no goal at all. When I try to measure my time and set it properly, the goals themselves become my own limitations. Their goal should be the opposite: to push the limitations. I've started to like the way without a certain end. It ends when I stop having fun. Some people imagine fun as games, but for me, having fun means having emotions, positive or negative—everything except boredom is fun. I feel awake and alive. Humans can withstand everything; sometimes, the feeling of boredom feels like the biggest suffering of them all. From nature, we have been set to have a certain number of stimuli. When we don't have them, we feel boredom. The opposite case can cause emotional overload. The middle path is always good and the best choice in life, a balance between two extremes.

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